I feel like my whole career is destroyed because of my shitty GPA..who to blame but my lazy self… now can I get my GPA to atleast a 3.0 from 2.28 in 2 years of time? If I try harder I might, so go go go Jenny! push yourself harder!
Midterms round 1.....:S
So I’m 3/4 done my first round of midterms, and I’m totally disappointed at myself :(. It was pretty fail :S, I left them all to study at last minute again, studied based on past tests and just didn’t do well on the tests :(, Midterm 2 is just right around the corner and I must do wayyy better! Will start reading for these classes now! My MFR and G2 test is coming soon too :(, so...
I will not get defeated by you 2!!
Fine! I will pull an alnighter for you 2 stupid test! I will not get defeated by you 2! I will study study study no matter how sleepy I get, I will study the most I can and ace you 2 tomorrow!!! Please don’t be too hard tomorrow! I beg you 2! I shall stop giving up so easily! 1 , 2, 3 STUDY NAOWWW!!!
Not Liking Myself...
I do not like my own temper and attitude lately. I need to work harder in controling my temper and facing this world with a positive attitude. I don’t know why I get mad over small things. Sometimes I find myself unreasonable for getting mad too. I also have to try to work harder and get rid of my “Fuck this” attitude. I will work harder and try my best, so I will have no...
...is stressed as hell...
am not looking forward to October :S, am not brave or confident enough to face the horrific month ahead, needs lots of luck and support!…Fight it Jenny!
We go through thick and thin together :), I love you <3
LMAO, I couldn’t stop laughing! He satisfies her requests in such funny way! lmao
Lesson of the Day...
Stay calm, believe in yourself, fuck rules, use common sense, dont stress out, dont be nervous and you will be successful :) Thankful to have passed stage 1, will continue to work hard to the end :)
Just another ordinary entry....
I feel a little better, I’ve been working a little harder and pushing myself a little harder, and when I accomplish a little, I feel better :), so I should definitely keep on doing what I need to to reach where I want to be! I just got a new account! I finally have a new card I can use when I go shopping now! Although I have like no money in there, its a good start! I really want a job now!...
Determined to work my hardest this school year!!
Hard to believe I’m in 3rd year now, school started on the 7th for me…damn time flies, really? I’m like a little more than half way done my uni years?..yet I’m still clueless as to what I want to do after my 4 years of uni :S sighs. Been slacking off and pulling last minutes all nighters to study and do paper for the first 2 years in uni, this year I’m determined to...
Just Fight It :)
Sometimes all it takes is a little courage, a little confidence, a little more beliefs in yourself, a little more hard work, a little more encouragement, and things aren’t really that hard. Stay Strong and face the world Jenny :). You’re doing alright :)
Note to self:
ALWAYS stick to your FIRST answer on exams/midterms, its most likely the right one! Never second guess, that’s most likely the wrong one! Grr
On my like 3463476895736894 studying break :(
So I woke up early today to study for my exam at 8am tomorrow, isolated myself from my laptop and made my way to the library, but here i am taking multiple breaks at the school compouter booo :( studying day fail :(. I can’t wait till 11am tomorrow when id be freeeeeeeeee from studying!!! I hate 8 am exams! eww, why do i get so mnay of them? :(, o well back to studying Jenny, let’s...
What to do....
What to do when you’re stuck in between? ..in between 2 people you should love the most but you are slowly hating them both :S..when you side with one or even talk with one, the other takes it as betrayal, what to do when you’re stuck in between? I don’t know how to handle all this anymore, I just want out! I can’t breath in this kind of messed up pressured environment. Can...
bebbaiiko: xly01: bangzon: Grab a calculator (You won’t be able to do this in your head) Key in the first three digits of your phone number (not your area code) Multiply by 80. Add 1. Multiply by 250. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number. Add the last 4 digits of your phone number again. Subtract 250. Divide number by 2 Does the answer look familiar? It shows the last 7...
and it begins..
but i will not give up! i will work at my own pace…i will catch up and be just as good soon! go go go Jenny, don’t get defeated!
somtimes i wonder..
how much more successful id be if i wasn’t so restricted… how much id worry less about being a burden to others and bring them down… how much pressure and stress would be off my back… how much more confident i would be and not having to worry about not being good enough for anything or anyone…. how much a better person i would be… how much i won’t...
~~Happy Birthday LoveLove~~
Happy Birthday DeanDean! <3 You’re the cutest ever <3 I’m too lucky to have an amazing boyfriend like you <3, Thanks for everything :) On you’re special day, I wish you the best of everything, and happiness forever <3 I love you very much forever <3
you’re a brilliant living creature, you can make me mad one minute and make me laugh the very next…..