I feel like my whole career is destroyed because of my shitty GPA..who to blame but my lazy self… now can I get my GPA to atleast a 3.0 from 2.28 in 2 years of time? If I try harder I might, so go go go Jenny! push yourself harder!
So I’m 3/4 done my first round of midterms, and I’m totally disappointed at myself :(. It was pretty fail :S, I left them all to study at last minute again, studied based on past tests and just didn’t do well on the tests :(, Midterm 2 is just right around the corner and I must do wayyy better! Will start reading for these classes now! My MFR and G2 test is coming soon too :(, so stressed! :( Can’t wait till this death month is over!
Fine! I will pull an alnighter for you 2 stupid test! I will not get defeated by you 2! I will study study study no matter how sleepy I get, I will study the most I can and ace you 2 tomorrow!!! Please don’t be too hard tomorrow! I beg you 2! I shall stop giving up so easily! 1 , 2, 3 STUDY NAOWWW!!!
I do not like my own temper and attitude lately. I need to work harder in controling my temper and facing this world with a positive attitude. I don’t know why I get mad over small things. Sometimes I find myself unreasonable for getting mad too. I also have to try to work harder and get rid of my “Fuck this” attitude. I will work harder and try my best, so I will have no regrets even if I’m not quite successful.
am not looking forward to October :S, am not brave or confident enough to face the horrific month ahead, needs lots of luck and support!…Fight it Jenny!